this webdiary will contain cannibalism, unreality, murder, and triggering topic as such. this is an ARG, not real life.

entry #1

the world was more quieter than usual today, the blaring trains that pass by my apartment werent as apparent, they were still there, just... diffrent sounding. april 5th, i had my first craving, an abhorent need for human meat to consume... specifically the brain.

entry #2

i must have popped a blood vessel in my eye or something like that, because it feels heavier than usual. when i looked in the mirror, it was completely red, other than my pupil.

entry #3

i paused on the entry number just now. maybe it was just a brainfart, but it didnt feel like it.

i had my first human brain. the whole procsess... it was exhilirating. but i never want to murder someone in cold blood ever again, just because i fear the consequences. i feel bad. the texture was quite fluid, almost creamy. in favor of the taste, it was quite.. nuetral. almost nothing. though the supposedly disapointing results, it was a thrilling feeling, years of craving dialing down to this fateful moment. i can only discribe it as euphoric, almost heavenly. formerly, ive done hard drugs, this was nothing like a normal high... how i loved it.

i WILL need it again, sooner than later.

entry #4

responding to that one question i got. "am i single?"

yes. this is a strange question though, and goes more in depth than just that. i fear love more than i fear anything, the idea of tending to yet another fixation.. especiallly on another being, scares me greatly. with that i have never been in a relationship.